(D.Gutter)
If it was up to me, i'd call
if it was real to me at all
if you could deal with me
then i'd fall out of our grace
and think of someway better
to focus all our hate
would it be too hard
too cold
feeling scarred, controlled..
come on stop the car
before we get too far
I'm not handling this well
beside myself
Beside the fact I overlooked
behind my back, treated me good
but what we lacked
and understood
feelings divide - 185
On the couch monday
there are no more weapons
so why go on this way
I released too much
to save us from ourselves
take in a bit
let out alot
time to forget what we've been taught
"alienated from a badly painted tongue"
is what you used to say when i'd act this way
-chorus-Abelard
Do I hold you?
Do I ask you to go?
Do I touch you?
If I dare what I mean
Would I frighten you?
Would I make a scene
And cause you to turn away?
Héloïse
Do I hold you?
Do I ask you to stay?
Do I kiss you?
If I dare what I dream
I would find a way to hold you
And make you stay in my arms
Abelard
I can't dream at night without seeing you
I can't see you standing there and not touch you
I can't touch you and not want you
I can't forget you, no matter what I do
Héloïse
I'm not worried
That the dark of the night will deceive us
For the light of your love
Abelard
And the truth in your touch
Both
Will protect us
Abelard
I must hold you
I must ask you to stay
I must touch you
Both
I don't care what they say
What they think, what they do
I must hold you
I must hold you
Hold you